Yeah, I feel lately I've been feeling like I need to make vids more for other people and expectations of myself and that I need to have a vid at a con versus being genuinely happy while doing it. I also feel like vidding takes so long and that I'm just not getting enough out of it right now. I miss the feeling of vidding from pure joy and shippiness and I hope someday I can recapture some of that. But we'll see what happens! I just don't want to force things so much.

*hugs back*