*hugs* I can totally understand your feelings of loneliness, I'm kind of there right now, but I hope I can speak for all of your flist and say, you don't ever have to worry about it on our end. We don't love you because you're a vidder (although we love your vids) or your commenting, or whatever else you think you owe us, we love you for *you* and you can never be a burden to us, or in the way. And if you need more tangible love, I'm not sure if you still have my phone number (You've moved since that time I called you, right?), but you can always call me (I posted my phone number not too long ago). I had a blast that one time we talked on the phone, and I'd be more than happy to do so again, especially if you need some cheering up.
And as for the vidding. Well, if you're not having fun, it's ok to take a step back for a while. I know sometimes you just need to grit your teeth and get through a hard part, and you're worried about deadlines, but remember, you vid because it's *fun*. It's a hobby that you enjoy, and if you're not enjoying it anymore, you need to take a step back. And if you need any help, or a pair of eyes to look at it, well, you probably have better qualified people on your flist, but again, I'm there for you.
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I can totally understand your feelings of loneliness, I'm kind of there right now, but I hope I can speak for all of your flist and say, you don't ever have to worry about it on our end. We don't love you because you're a vidder (although we love your vids) or your commenting, or whatever else you think you owe us, we love you for *you* and you can never be a burden to us, or in the way.
And if you need more tangible love, I'm not sure if you still have my phone number (You've moved since that time I called you, right?), but you can always call me (I posted my phone number not too long ago). I had a blast that one time we talked on the phone, and I'd be more than happy to do so again, especially if you need some cheering up.
And as for the vidding. Well, if you're not having fun, it's ok to take a step back for a while. I know sometimes you just need to grit your teeth and get through a hard part, and you're worried about deadlines, but remember, you vid because it's *fun*. It's a hobby that you enjoy, and if you're not enjoying it anymore, you need to take a step back. And if you need any help, or a pair of eyes to look at it, well, you probably have better qualified people on your flist, but again, I'm there for you.