I know! They are love. But yeah, it can suck when they get really fucked up. I just watched their love bring them together and Chris's sacrifice for Toby so I am all happy and enchanted again. Can't wait til he comes back!

Yeah, at the moment I'm just scared it won't be what I imagined it to be and I want it to be so much. Very true about the plugging along.

Yeah, it does help on some level because I do enjoy it. I hope so too, thanks for caring :)