Yeah, same, for me they are RyanandColin and you can't have one without the other. Which is why when you read about Colin going to where Ryan is in Washington a lot to visit, I was so happy. But yeah, they really need to spend more time together.

Don't you hate that? But then again, I've had the opposite feeling enough that I should be thankful. But some dreams are just so niice. I am thankful for the dream kissing though, every bit is better than nothing. I'm sure you'll dream more of Colin in the future though :)